Hmmm … if i begin to write about life, then my closed ones will definitely give a sigh, and say, Pawan on a roller coaster and not gonna stop. Another Ulysses or Mahabharta in making. But it will get pretty boring, will suck and for sure will not find any audience, so i’ll just cut the crap and sum up my love-hate relationship with life. I love life and i find it bitchy. I can’t live without life (don’t ask me the explanations … stupids, its self-explanatory !), and i can’t take it as it comes. I hate many things and then i compromise (recently something …) and then start moving and then something again happens … what turbulent adventures ?

Hmmm … life is like a bitch. You wanna screw it and you never know, when it comes behind u. Its like Bitchy Girlfriend, it will give you all the pleasures but will never give you, what you really wish. It’ll torture you, never moves your way and whenever you feel like controlling it, it’ll move to next guy.  You becomes mentally sick and desperately wish to come out … and break off !

But again, if its a bitch then i am a nincompoop. You can’t blame your girlfriend all the time. You have to admit that you are a jerk (so am i ) and then you realize that you haven’t understood it when you were supposed to. You played with it, took so many chances and finally screwed yourself up. If your gf was bitchy then the reason might be that you never listen to her or you never give a damn to her feelings. You were not giving her the attention, she seek ! Admit jack, that you are an ass.

But noone can help. Life is bitchy and i am an ass. The relationship is long and sour, everyone tries to take on other and screws other. But, in any case … its finally Pawan who suffers !